I’m pretty horrible
Sometimes I think I’m the meanest person in the world. The capacity that I seem to hold to hurt other people is limitless. Ask anyone close to me and I’m sure they’ll be able to corroborate this theory.
I am also a complete failure, worthy of a big, fat, FML Grand Prize for being the most deserving candidate in the modern world. I’m kidding.. somewhat. Seriously though, I’m so in the hole in every aspect I don’t even know what to do. People I know feel the same way, and how am I supposed to help them if I can’t even help myself and vice versa. Maybe I should just focus on one thing and one thing only…sigh… nice thought but the answer to too many of my problems is $$$ so I guess work will have to stay alongside with school and family and friends..yay so we’re back to square one.
A lot has happened to me lately that has made me realize that karma is a b*tch. For example, I used to treat people that became close to me like sh*t and drop them and not really care after a while. Now, that happens to me! I think I make friendships that might last a long time…not that I don’t have friends already but when you meet new people you do become friendly with them and some of them seem really cool and you’re like hey, I made a great friend. Then, boom. You never hear from them again. It doesn’t really matter much because I have my close friends already anyway, but it does just make me think about how I’ve treated people in the past. Also, I guess it’s not so smart to become friends with people who started off “too” friendly because people that hit on you can NEVER, ever be your real friend. I was smarter when I was younger.
Anywho.. I know I’m being horribly vague, but I promise more shall be revealed in the future. For now, I’m off to eat some more Pringles, Kit Kats, and Nutella by the spoonfull…and drink some more Coke (actually horror of horrors I only have Pepsi right now, forgive me Coke I still love you!).
Being fat is fun!!
