2018. Right. (I forgot to post this back in Jan)

"RIGHT." Does blogger do gifs? I hate this platform... sorry Blogger but you are the WORST. I'm going to make a new blog, but not sure if it should be on Tumblr or Wordpress, or if it should be on here still when I want to chat, or have the new blog be mostly Bollywood related??? I dunnerr.. I just dunner. Waddya think? Is anyone still there?...  I'm almost afraid to type on this one, I don't want the crazies to come out of the woodworks again and start stalking me and creating fake facebook accounts or instagram accounts like he/she/they(?) used to.I still don't even know who those people were? Like.. someone someone's ex girlfriend turned current fiancĂ© who thought I was with their ex bf soon to be fiancĂ©? Something like that. Or perhaps the scorned suitor? I dunner. I don't even remember half of it but when I look through some of my comments from this blog (that USED to be called queensharin.com but I seem to have lost that domain and it's now selling fake sunglasses, so my blog is back to the original title arousalofthemind.blogspot.com) I'm like whoa.. so. much. drama. It's pronounced drah-mer btw not dram-ah. Anyway I'm super irrelevant now so I think I'm safe... Right, anyway what was I saying...https://i.pinimg.com/originals/ef/ce/23/efce23e7f1d5d8b993240b3af7272897.gif
It's 2018, and I have a bucket load of memories from the last few years (and obviously throughout most of the rest of my life as well). 2015 and 2016 were hands down the best years of my life so far. 2014 was really good too (not as good as '15 and '16 but it was a great pre-cursor. In many ways it was a little set up, tee-up, whatever sports terms you want to use, for '15/'16). And 2013, I mean who even cares. So back to 2017, it was alright. When you have those amazing, life defining, life changing, supremely happy, where you're the happiest you've ever been and you KNOW it and you KNOW you'll never feel that way again times, you know that all you can do is be grateful that even happened  So nothing would live up to those two years, where all of my worldly possessions filled inside just two suitcases, but it was a solid year all the same. I moved to another city again, I rented an apartment and then filled it up with a bunch of things that I have serious anxiety about owning now. Like omg. What if I want to move to Tokyo? What am I going to do with all this STUFF?! But still it's kind of nice being like hey.. here's my couch people and it's not even from Ikea. That's I-kee-ur btw, not IkeAH. If you want to be pals you have to nail the lingo.On top of that I did get to see my family more this year which is also nice and we have a new addition, Jeeyana Kaur Mann. So all in all, I feel too blessed to talk about anything, and just wanted to wish you all a Happy new year.