Recently

Recently I walked out of something thinking, “Thank God I didn’t invest myself too emotionally”, I learnt that something that I thought was going to be good was really just nothing and was HAPPY that I didn’t really let myself care too much about it, I was happy that I wasn’t let down because I didn’t put my heart and soul into it so I walked away unscathed.  Yay, that’s great right? 

Then I thought… you know what, that that was actually the tragedy here.  Forget the fact that something happened that disappointed me a little bit again.  That wasn’t the tragic part that something failed.  The tragedy really is that I never bothered to put anything into it at all.  I’m not normally a girl who does anything halfway… it’s always all or nothing for me, it’s always now or never.  I’m not a half way kind of girl.  Or at least I wasn’t.  So just a little reminder to everyone out there, don’t do anything half way.  Give it your all or don’t bother doing it at all.  I’m usuallyy that way but, I guess sometimes we all slip up.  No more! 

See yall’s later.