Questions, life crises etc
Sometimes, I think - what if I have everything all wrong in terms of my life (!!!!) - what if I'm just f*cking up and actually just making the worst decisions for my life and future??!
I feel like I'm in such a pivotal time period with these huge ? marks floating around.
Do I travel? Do I go back to school? Do I climb up the corporate ladder?
Did I lose/skip/ruin/miss/generally f up true love or f up my love story?
Do I get to know insert eligible bachelor here?
The one thing that I don't believe in is "whatever is meant to be will be", "if it's going to happen it'll happen". I do not believe in this blasé attitude of letting life happen to you. I believe in the power of action and making decisions - which is why I'm so stressed about the above... At the same time, THIS attitude above (que sera sera attitude) is the reason why there are so many problems - because PEOPLE don't know what they want, think everything will just HAPPEN and don't go after something.
Ugh. Anyway, it's 3am and I'm blogging. Yay life :) Goodnight!!!
