Birthday Girl

It’s my birthday today!  December 11th 2009.  I’m a Sagitarrius, and a Dragon :) The two best signs I assure you ;)DSCF6583

My mother and I (above) and just me (below)

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Here’s something I read which I thought was quite true to what I am currently feeling:

2009 will be a Number Seven year for you. Ruled by Neptune. This is a year of preparation, chance, and refinement. It is not a time of dramatic changes. Instead, it's a year when reflection on the past is helpful, and when refinements to your life path should be made. It's a good year to study and analyze. Unexpected twists to your life story and "chance" meetings are probable. Advice - take stock of your life in order to prepare for more exciting years to come, examine the past and plan for the future, get in touch with your deepest needs and uncover your personal power, don't strain yourself or actively try to expand.

I don’t feel like this year should be some huge year for me where I go out and achieve a whole bunch of stuff.  This is the year where I want to just relax, take stock of my life as it said above, see what made me the person I am today and like regroup for the next few years.  I want to fix all the things that I should fix.. my diet, my sleeping habits, my room, my skincare regimen and just become the best me that I can.  Ok who am I kidding it’s totally not going to happen.  What a load of nonsense.  LOL haha just rereading that makes me cringe/laugh.  Well the relaxing and thinking part will happen but the fixing part… *-) maybe lol.  So many people have been telling me lately that I have a whole bunch of bad habits that aren’t affecting me right now but will when I’m older that I’m actually getting worried.  The amount of people.. it’s odd.  I didn’t think I was that unhealthy.  No honestly though, I’m at one of the lowest points in my life right now, financially, personally, academically… I’m very, very grateful for a LOT of things in life and the parts that are a low point for me (mostly everything) isn’t anything that can’t be fixed so.. yeah just got to get down to work and it can only go up from here right?  (Touchwood).