Legit couldn’t think of a title.
Sup people’s!!!! Ok SO – I CAN’T BELIEVE I’M FINALLY WRITING! I just felt it today I felt this ZING like this is a moment that I def have to write about so HERE I AM. It’s an Oprah kinda blog post like if today was a day on the Oprah show you’d probably skip it if all you care about is celebrity interviews cuz it’s one of those spiritual Oprah show days so skip it if you’re a soul less horrible person who doesn’t care about human emotion (see what I just did there haha suckaa now you gota read it!).
Let’s roll.
Background story:
Today I felt really weird as soon as I woke up, I didn’t even recognize what emotion it was it just felt weird in my windpipes or something. I realized I was feeling sad as I blow-dried my hair because I suddenly (to my shock) burst out crying. I didn’t really know why but whatever it’s not a big deal. So I stopped went on my way, went to the building where I work and kinda started crying again! At this point I’m like dayum Sharin get yo ish togetha! It was really weird because nothing had happened specifically I guess it was just subconscious emotion or something but I felt down it just wasn’t a fantabulous day – UNTILLLLLLLLLLL I went to the bathroom to wash my hands :D
So I’m chillin out maxin relaxin washing my hands scrubbin away feelin blue and I look up into the miror to see this CUTE LITTLE BABY BOY in his pram kickin his little feet with his head turned all the way to the left lookin at me in the mirror smiling! I swear all my sadness - that weird windpipe heavy in the chest feeling EVERYTHING just washed away like I was cleansed by that little angel’s smile. I walked out of that bathroom on a whole other level and I was just like “dayum what is wrong with you woman like who do you think you are? Who the heck gave you the right to be sad like do you see where you are? You are on this freaking beautiful amazing Earth living the LIFE right now just truly blessed and you’re going to cry or feel blue and be sad over what? EFF you Sharin lighten up – stop and smell the effing roses and smile cause you’re ALIVEEEEE homie!!!!!!” (truly that’s the convo I had with myself)
Point of my story:
Babies and animals are dope. Get out of your own head. Stop and smell the roses so to speak… smile at a baby… touch a flower… touch your grandparent’s hand… smell a baby’s breath… marvel at the world. It’s shiny and clean and filled with oxygen just for you!
I love it I love the world, I love everything about it and I’m so glad to be here. People talk about feeling blessed and it sounds so corny but I feel it inside I feel so thankful to be here. Not everyone is here with me and I still am and people I love are still here and I’m so happy and thankful to God to grace me with another day. I sound like one of those spiritual people on tv I know I sound weird but this is what I feel.
Babies and animals I honestly believe are like.. angels.. they’re God, they’re everything true and beautiful and divine on this Earth. When I walked out of that bathroom I honestly felt like God just smiled at me and gently reminded me that I am lucky. I truly felt a spiritual presence. I felt like an idiot too I felt like the world’s biggest buffoon that a BABY had to take time out of it’s day and go out of it’s way to smile at ME. I’M the one who’s supposed to be smiling at the baby! How wrapped up in my own head and space was I that I first of all didn’t even notice a cute baby in it’s pram and secondly didn’t even see him smile at me until I looked into the mirror?
I just love babies so much, thank goodness they exist because they teach us so much about life.
So THANK you miracle little baby in it’s pram for making my day so wonderful, you’ll never know what it meant to me but your smile saved me.
